Things have been crazy

Things around here have been totally crazy lately. Something is up with Anthony. I wish I could help him but I don't even know where or how to start. He's been crying for about 2 weeks--- Over EVERYTHANG! Yesterday morning he woke us up around 6:15 and he was sobbing. It scared me to death. I thought something was wrong. He said he misses his dad. It makes me feel horrible to hear that. I want him to be happy. I love all of my kids but I hold a special spot for Anthony. He's my first. He made me a "mom". To hear him and see him crying and to be in such obviously pain and distress just broke my heart. I had him call his dad and he seemed a little better. Charlie took the day off to spend with him and they spent the entire day together. Again this morning he was crying because he said that the thought of him forgetting to take a shower makes him cry and he doesnt know why. I asked if he had gotten up late. He said no. I asked if he forgot to take a shower. He said no. He said he took one. Ok than why cry? He said it's just the thought of--- "What if" I think being smart is almost as bad as being dumb. He's a self proclaimed perfectionist and worries about everything. This just has our family in knots. I don't know what else to do. I called the school counselor and she's going to talk to him today and get back with me. I have an appointment tomorrow at 10am with the pediatrician to see what can be done or if they can refer me to someone or what.

My mom and dad come tomorrow also. I'm hoping that makes him a bit happier.

For now?

I want a snickers.

I was standing
All alone against the world outside
You were searching
For a place to hide
Lost and lonely
Now you’ve given me the will to survive
When we’re hungry...love will keep us alive

Don’t you worry
Sometimes you’ve just gotta let it ride
The world is changing
Right before your eyes
Now I’ve found you
There’s no more emptiness inside
When we’re hungry...love will keep us alive

I would die for you
Climb the highest mountain
Baby, there’s nothing I wouldn’t do

I was standing
All alone against the worlk outside
You were searching
For a place to hide
Lost and lonely
Now you’ve given me the will to survive

When we’re hungry...love will keep us alive
When we’re hungry...love will keep us alive
When we’re hungry...love will keep us alive